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sooooo sad right now. i think it's my blood sugar. haven't eaten at all today (lies, i had a few fig newtons). when i'm hungry i'm moody. it's a viscous cycle... thick, syrupy and slow.. my depression. i'd like to get help, but i've no money for a doctor and i don't qualify for medical assistance.. big shout out to the tea party for filibusterering health care reform. thanks. so.. it's really cold, i have problems painting in the cold.. i tried to do some stuff on this canvas i have out but the paint was frozen! if you didn't already know, i've been squatting in a basement garage and boy... it has been interesting.. and don't get me wrong.. i'm SUPER grateful but... shit i should just find something to eat. that'll make me feel better i know it... anyways, here's a pic of the sloppy stencil i mentioned a few months ago. to understand why it's sloppy, read this.

not alone

well it's been a while since i posted anything.. i think it's facebook.. i kinda wanna get rid of it because i feel like i would post more here, where it matters more (to me at least)but i guess none of my fb friends would follow this blog and it'd be dumb to get rid of the only thing giving me any exposure.. though lately, i wonder why i care.. i guess i don't, but i feel like maybe societal pressures are a factor.. gotta be a success right? when i evaluate why i do this (art) i guess i do it for me, as selfish as that sounds, i do it because it's fun, it gives me a kick. so should i get rid of the fb? idk. hey, here's some art, a bit of self-plagiarism.. keep an eye out for it :)